Sometimes..

There are so many thoughts running through my head...

This is my attempt to sieve some sense out of all of it...

I'm falling...

I'm not falling...

Can someone help me? Shake me...shoot me...anything..

Feelings are so annoying.

I

am

SO

TIRED.

I'm so tired

Of holding back.

I'm so afraid

Of the consequences of indulging

In these feelings that spring from the deepest darkest corners of my soul.

It just all seems too good to be true...

Too easy...

Too perfect.

But...

On those nights...

When all i have is me

My thoughts always make their way to you...

That's where i'm happy...

That's where i'm alive...